Fell in love

[ZakNat]

This is a strange story. I have a friend that knows a women in Russia that used to study here. I met her about a year ago for about 2 days and we had a great time together. When she left back to Moscow we exchanged email addresses and have been talking for the last year or so. We both sit in front of a computer all day long and chat back and forth for hours sometimes. I Have a stack of emails at least 1 1/2 feet tall from our emails. Anyways, she came to visit here for Christmas and we spent 2 wonderfull weeks together. Friends, I have never felt the way I do about anyone before. Nothing matters other than to have her close to me. Everone around me sees me glowing and says how happy I look. How could this be?? She lives in Russia and me in the US. How could someone fall in love like us? It isn't a normal internet chat thing, I met her in real life and talked on the phone and email for a year with her. Everything I do all day long reminds me of her. It is great, and I am certain that it is meant to be. Things have happened to us that can not be explained. Events, smiles, even breaking a glass at the right time. In other words I believe this to be fate, I have found my soul mate. My question is, now that I am certain what I want how do I get it? She is proud, inteligent and will not marry me even if I asked. She wants to come here on her own to show others that she is not intrested in me simply for citizenship. She has a degree from Moscow and is seeking a MBA at a local university here. This would give her a student visa and than she could apply for citizenship ect. Who knows while she is in school we might get married. Now there is just time that I have to wait for her. Friends. it hurts bad, I can not explain it...To want something more than anything and not be able to have it. In the mean time communication through email and telephone are restrictive compared to the wonderfull two weeks that I had with her. It has always been her dream to come here, but on her own. I am still in college and as are most college students, poor. So question number two is what is cheapest phone service/card to use for me to call her? Also it is cheaper for me to supply the access card to her in Moscow for her to call me. Sudgestions are welcome and wanted. In the future I will have many questions because my life is going to get very complicated very quickly. I would be greatfull if someone that knows a litlle about my circumstance to contact me. It would be nice to ask a direct question to someone that knows. What am I going to do....How will I survive this time without her???

Thanks,
Zak

[Irinka_ukraine_dot_com]

You're such a sweeeeetie!
Listen, do not use phone, try voice chat!
Go to Yahoo Groups at Yahoo.com and create your own Yahoo group, you can make it private just for you and your Sweetie. It's free. Yahoo groups give you the chance to post privately photos, messages, other files, voice chat...etc..
I use this service as well. About 2 weeks ago, i created this group in order to communicate in Russian and Ukrainian with all of my close friends back home, on that site we meet to voice chat, share our photographs, scanned art work...etc. it's fun, free, and really simple to use.
Try it, voice chat is much more fun than using the telephone.
Buy yourself a microphone, it's about $8 and ask her to do the same, it's about $15 roubles in Russia and she could buy one just about anywhere.

Hope this helps and you'll see her soon

Irina

[Irinka_ukraine_dot_com]

I admire strong and proud women, she's definitely worth waiting for

[Irinka_ukraine_dot_com]

Only cheap foreign models break apart

[Monica]

Dix,
I'm glad to see there are some romantic men still out there! I believe in "love" at all costs! I also feel a person can "fall in love" more than once in their lifetime.

Ronbo! Have you ever wanted someone so bad it hurts 24-7?
I'm not talking just lust - I am talking heart - you can feel it break for the need to just be near that person, to hear their voice, to smell them, to touch them, to taste them? Even a phone call helps in the smallest of ways.

If you haven't you are over due my friend!

[Irinka_ukraine_dot_com]

Don't make it too mushy now lol

[Monica]

Can't help myself - it's my nature! A romantic at heart, brain and elsewhere! (lol)